BIBI

8th month tqttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ! i luvluvluv Bibi (L).
Bibi, thnks ferh the pampers, love, care, warmth i needed most. euus knws, thouqh we quarrelled liek a battlefield, burt euus knws, we're just qoinq vehr stronq rites ? Bibi, luvluvluv !
Burt countinq from the tyme now, 19 more days tuu nine month : D Vehr fastttttt ! : D

Okahhhhhhhs, everyone , backk tuu my tonninq lyfe maybe? currently, bibi, qeraldine, ben, marcus, karyn is ad my house. Drinkinq here abit weird uhr ? burt , everyone quite drunk nnd im nort ! cuz bibi drank alot ferh meas. nnd now , he' still awake . o.o tokinq cock withs BEN ! : D wahahahas ! Bibi is fcukinq cute now. Goodbye : ) Thats about it . : ) Promise ferh a lonqer post soonzxczxc : D Tc !

bout twos months never post cuz computer spoil dhns qo lan lazy loqin tuu bloqqer. burt finally my computer fixed norhhs. Bi nnd i are doinqs wells burt we had many quarrells in between this months . Quarrell is normal in life der lurhhs. Make us closer : ) as lonq we loves each other lurhhs. of cuz, my dearesst darlinq whu had been thrs ferh meas all this while , TENGYUTING aka AHTING . HAPPY B'DAE (31aug)

Congrats Geraldine sisterAKL with my ahkor, Ben annivasary :D:D:D 19th month ler ohs ! last lonq . D qoing twos years r/s . Lastlastlast : ) SisterAKL, euus are the best in my life cuz euus had never fail tuu stand by my side nnd qive meas advice , tellinq meas wht tuu do . plus , euus are a best listener and euus always qave meas eur shoulder when i need 1 . Iloveeuus larhhs . L . : )

Bi and i already qoinq 8 months on this cominq 20th . wahahs, is been so lonq . many thouqht we could only liek last for few months : P Bi , i love euus very muchie toos . nnd , euus say euus wannarh make meas cookie riqht ? i'm waitinq ferh it baby . L. haa. Bi is ad my house thouqh . burt he's bathinq : P he's sweet lorhhs. Feedinq meas everytyme : P

♥ Mr.O's baby!

aqains nehr post. hahhahs, test results out uhrs . as usual , failed manys . nothinq surprisinq. burt , im qlad bi is still there to support meas !! meas loves hym manys ! cuz , he din manaqe tuu pass his subjects toohs ! hahhahs. our difference isnt biq either ! lauqhs !!
enqlish : 30/50
maths: 2/50
chinese: 15/50
science: 21/40
qeography: 0 !!
i alwaes passed only this two subjects. not surprised eithers :)
bi is worse :P :P :P :P :P!! he failed all except his maths ! can euus believe it , my total score won hym by only 1 mark. maybe cuz my qeo and maths . farkkkkk.

thinqs to say bout tuuday .
mit bi in the morninq ad my bus stop , went skh tqt then he sent meas to hall . accompany meas chit-chat thns he went fer his class. hahhahs , he sweet okah !! he says tumorrow i'll see surprise !! i'm vehr enthu even in class i kept sayinq to sist akl tht im enthu !! hahhah! after skh , went tuu mit bi nnd ben wit AKL. went tuu had lunch thns slack near AKL house cuz of some reasons. burt is farnie of thems . ! Bi sent mea home after tht nnd mummy cored hym in to sit so now , HE'S RIGHT BESIDE MEAS ! he say maybe stay overniqht ^^v so lookinq forward lahrs ! nnd we took manymany pictures even unglams . he say nort tuu post nnd i'll respect . hahhah. he's my forever ♥

tumorrow is our 6th month , HAPPY SIX MONTH MY DEAR BOY , BABY .
we had our lifetyme promise dun we ? euus promised tu lead meas throughout , hold meas tight , miss nnd love each other till the very end , din we ? i really never find this forever , this love , this feelinq , this secure , aqain. cuz , i handed myself tuu euus , forever . Dun leave meas , promise is hold onto my heart .
Loveeuus , Mr.O . Mr.O's baby. ♥

Im actually studyinq . o;

Bi is asleep in my house , im fvckinq boreds . B.Sister/Akl is witt her hubby . dunch wannarh bea a gooseberry .. now waiting for bei and tmm come my house . faster qirls. i need euus all larrhs. can euus all believe it ?! im actually lookinq into my TB when i dunch even touch throuqhout this year ? missyeo , see this kkaes.
IM STUDYING (!) burt , i dunch understand /: blahs , qonna fail . dunch need take already knoe. zzzzzzzzz.

nnd , in two days tyme , my viona burfdae ! qoinqs out witt her of course .
Gurl , in case cunt manage tuu wish euus in my bloq . here euus qo .
Happy birthday laoqonq . Loveeuus . we have been bitches tqt once . rmbr ? we made many problems last tyme tqt burt , its so fun larrh. knowinq euus ferh lyk 3 years ? burt yet , is qoinq stronq . euus had been all the while accompanyinq meas throuqhout the problems i faced . yeas , last lonq witt Roy . :)

tomorrow national day urhs , happy burfdae s'pore o;
Sinqapore old already . hahahaha.:D super stoopitt. blahs . tuu bored anws.

arqhs , baby , wake up . im tryinq tuu make hym awake :p nnd he's so cute ^^v Baby is cutest , i love hym . Mr.O ♥

Mr O . ♥ I love euus .

Apologises, yrs since i posted. ohshitzxxz. june 30th. fvckz? so lonq lahr! Now Auqust 8th alreadys . sorrys peeps. lazy tuu post , dunch noe whart tuu post .

burt yeas , bi nnd i in 6days tyme is qonna bea our 6th month .
We quarrelled alort thouqh burt we're still true tuu each other . I can never find a quy liek euus anymore . sorry of my stoopit attitude that euus alwaes gotta let in tuu me . im soso sorry bi . burt bi , we have lonq way tuu qo okehhs ? me love you like hell . cant be seperate no matter what . Yeas bi , iloveeuu. ♥ Mr. O.

mea loves my 14 darlinqs . nnd , jiabin BFF ♥ is cominq out soonxz. we had alort heart to heart talk that week when i met hym . inside is really touqh ?
burt euu gotta really takecare inside . hui they all takecare of hym at least i felt relieve buhs . nnd sorry , i took a long time to understand your meaninqs and advices . overall thanks.

Geraldine Sister AKL ♥ , qurl arhs . quarrelinqs in r/s is normal derhs . dunch think tuu much . last lonq okehhs . no matter whart , we're always here especially meas. we been through all kinds of problems before .riqht ? euus never fail tuu stand by meas so am i . my lovely bitchy akl , sisters tionqxims. ♥

Chantel tmm/sister , Karyn Bei/Sister , Clasie Boyfwen/Sister , Jacq precious/Sister , Nelson Husband , Ben Kor , Jason Dar , Viona laoqonq , Yvonne Mentos(♥) thanks quys ferh all this while . Lovely people . (L)

Weijun Kor , Vivian laopo , ahhxionqq laopa , Hoey Ahlians !
We quys drifted dunch we ? well , hope euus all still sees this post.
Delicating this portion ferh euus . Imisseuus quys .
Quarrells we've been been throuqh , burt we drifted aqains !D:
Contact soons. ♥

4th month ..... Hypnothise.

so lonq nehr post. Meas nnd bi still qoinq well burt almost brk 1 tyme.
misunderstandinq , aqains. chanqinq bloqskin late.
forqiven yuwen nuerh lerhs . cuz , qive yanlinq face urh .
anws. qort locked up with qeraldine , karyn , chantel , clasie nnd jacq ad cantonment on 20th. ccb , pcb . Knn _l_
pg dhns people saw , cor-ed police. on that day , almost brk with bi .
Haish , sorry bi .

sibeh dulan dhat day ._.
dhns , skh re-open till now , nehr even qho skh .
bo ka lan liaos. need tuu dye back hair . wdf ? heckcare lahr hors.
ccb , who cares already . cher cor-ed meas i also dunch qive a farkinq damn ._.
dhat tyme cor my laopeh . knn . know i single parent still cor.
ccb . laopeh almost send meas in to squat. tmd. honqqan.

Gabriel O.M.S Bi :
Sorry fer dhat day .. 20th , our annivasary yet , i cunch celebrate with euus. i qet locked up . i ain't a qud girlfwen . i'm so sorry . 4 months .. Many quarrells . thouqh is this way , i still love euus as deep as before . my one and only , forever only . i love euus , burt , i trusted euus , i hope euus trust meas too . if there wasn't any trust , we were lying to each other . ): I'm not an actor , i cunch hide my sadness behind me as thouqh thinqs is qoinq smoothly..

well , Bi , since everythinq were fine , i'm yours now , not only now , burt lifetyme. my future ahead as passed on tuu euus , only euus .
Promise meas , you'll never qo . Love euus more than euus noe.

ups nnd downs..

11th , qeraldine akl sist nnd ben ahkor's 1years3months annivasary . last lonq . : )
- went chantel tmm/sist house to mit her nnd karyn .
-niqht , tqt wib them , went tuu mit clasie , viona nnd jacq .
- dhns went tuu mit nelson cuz chantel wnt tuus mit hym : )
- went home ad 3am liek dhats .

12th , started sortinq out wib bi ..
well , i really broke down nnd cried liek hell .. huge cold war , huge pain .. neither can i felt the warmth he once qave .. Treatinq mea liek a fool .. neither duu i believe dhat , yuwen is behind all this ..

Girl , euus are my nuerh.. euus had alwaes helped meas alot in everythinq .. in skh , even outside or maybe in sms/phone cors.. euus qave meas advices , this & dhat .. i appreciated euus so much , doted euus so much .. yet , i'm eurh silly mother tuu think euus wunch talk behind my back tuu my boyfwen , creatinq a mess in our r/s.. whart's this ? euus pleaded meas after i cor-ed euus .. burt , thinqs euus said , e.g : i wunch bea a qreat qirlfwen / i will brk wib my boyfwen anytyme once i found someone i liek .. girl .. whats all this ? since when i will brk ? slowly talk cock alriqhts . i'm already a fool for 3 days .. just 3 days , euus flirt wib my boyfwen . thr's nothinq i can say, no lonqer trustinq euus nnd eurh words .. regretinq of dotinq euus , takinq care of euus. Leonq Yu Wen , euus are officially nothinq tuu meas , nort even my nuerh animore .. thouqh euus are once my beloved nuerh burt still , euus did toos much thinqs behind my back .. how would i ever knoe euus didn't tell others ? i've enuff , "nuerh" . i dunch need such fwen or nuerh . makinq meas a painful niqhtmare/pains . i dunch knoe how tuu even forqive euus or forqet everythinq .. i couldn't even qet tuu sleep .. words appeared in my mind .. so much thinqs we been thru had appeared .. i really miss euus so much as a nuerh burt nevertheless, euus disappointed meas .. from tuuday on , dunch expect a word from meas tuu euus k ? qudbye formal nuerh .



Bi , so disappointed in euus toos .. i didn't knoe euus would believe others nnd nort eurh own qirlfwen . Disappointed meas , i didn't knoe the trust, euus had in meas is so less . nort even more dhans a outsider . i dunch care what euus think of meas . burt , everythinq i said was what i think.. i didn't expect anythinq much from euus ad all .. why ? why are euus treatinq meas this way .. i forqiven euus after sucha huqe quarrell .. yet , cuz of leonqyuwen , euus believed her after the day i forqiven euus ? am i dhat stupid till now , i'm wonderinq how euus qet yuwen numbuh . i think all ways . even of fwenster , msn , fwens , a mit up or maybe , she's the girl euus sent tuu , tuu woodlands.. i juz can't helpinq thinkinq , wonderinq . i cried , cried till it turn swollen , it turns bloody .. nothinq can cover up this bunch of pain.. rememberinq our beautiful memories .. once euus qave meas eurh love/warmth or maybe everythinq.. even how much i disturbed euus , euus would qently kiss meas on my lips .. qivinq meas eurh shoulder whenever i felt liek cryinq .. burt now .. euus poke me thru the heart , hurtinq meas liek a killer . i felt so lost , feel liek endinq everythinq with just a word .. i kept my last breath for euus , leavinq the last word 'i love euus' for euus .. i thouqht our love is qoinq stronq nnd i thouqht i'm stronq enuff tuu face this r/s burt till now .. i dunch knoe what am i duuing all this for ? for what ? euus said once euus trusted meas the most in eurh entire lyfe .. huqe lie ? i'm blinded by it .. if euus really trusted meas the most , i dunch see a reason why euus trusted leongyuwen instead of meas .. isn't it a qreat way tuu proof how fraqile our r/s can bea ? i've seen thru it , understand what euus expressinq .. boy , euus came into my lyfe , nnd euus taken the lead , why are euus tryinq tuu let qho ? why ? euus pleaded meas .. well , this tyme round , i dunch knoe how tuu forqive euus .. sorry . didn't even reply eurh smses.. i didn't knoe how to ; i didn't knoe what to.
Mr.O.. i'll be qone sooner or later ..


- haish , i smoke 2 packets ..
- $20 fly . didn't went out.
- niqht , qeraldine nnd ben came over my house.
- thanks akl sist and ahkor tuu be thr..


13th, feelinq dead of cuz.
- smoke 2 packets liek the day before ..
- nth much tuu elaborate burt viona nnd hazel came my house followed by qeraldine, chantel, yvonne, clasie , sylvia, ben, nelson, karyn nnd jacq.
- thanks quys . thouqh i didnt talked much ..


14th, verge of dyinq .
- 9plus in the morninq , _______ came tuu my house ..
- i didn't let hym in .. burt he stayed out till my laobu is backs.
- he came in , we didn't talk .. haish , sorry bi , i didn't knoe how tuu talked tuu euus or anythinq.
- sorry bi , im really sorry .


15th , processing tuu death .
- stayed ad home till ________ came ..
- this tyme round , i let hym in burt didnt talk ..
- sorry ..


16th , chantel tmm/sist nnd nelson husband 5th month annivasary . last lonq : )
- mit qeraldine ad her house .
-bi , ben , nelson, joshua , qeraldine , karyn nnd chantel came..
- loss of words thouqh . really silent , me.
- sorry quys . i left earlier .
- bi sent meas home nnd he came my house ..
- talked abit ..


17th , thinqs qet better ..
- went karyn house .. did nth .
- sleep/eat/drink/talk cock .
- thns , usual liek yesterday all came. burt i went home tqt wib bi , qeraldine nnd ben.
- all of us stayinq over from tmr to the 19th. toodles.
- bi , iluveuus, thinqs qet better .. luveuus. 20th is our day , luveuus,

im scared ..

I fvckinq miss bi now ) : i wish he's riqht beside meas now D :
Bi , i quoted this portion ferh euuhs , euuhs nnd onlaye euuhs .

Bi , its 9 days before our annivasary .. i felt the coldness euuhs qave meas recently .. i'm so scare euuhs would leave meas euuhs knoe dhat ? i just happened tuu feel dhat , euuhs are ad a far end .. nd , i'm left alone .. eurh smses tuu meas are liek , cold , cold , cold... euuhs didn't mit meas ferh two days.. euuhs didnt asked tuu mit either .. whns i asked euuhs , euuhs said euuhs are busy .. last tyme , euuhs would try eurh best tuu come .. even is ad niqht , after eurh events euuhs would come , burt now , euuhs didn't even asked tuu mit neither cor meas tuu toked on fone tuus. Bi , duu euuhs knoe how i feel now ? i didnt knoe whart tuu duu , boy , had i did anythinq wronq this tyme ? i told euuhs tuuday everythinq , how i felt tuus. burt all euuhs told meas was , sorry , i'm really busy .. i asked euuhs , busy on whart , euuhs told meas , nothinq special on.. duu euuhs knoe how hurt i can beas ? this sentence is just liek , a mother losinq her own child .. losinq her hopes .. i'm really scare tuu lose euuhs .. euuhs didn't even cored meas tuu toked anymore , last tyme euuh duu .. whns each day passes, i think really hard , in fact is qettinq out of my nerves , how cns i make euuhs happy , how tuu beas satisfied.. burt , it seems so hard tuu think .. Or , have euuhs found another girl euuhs are fond of ? I'm really feelinq the hurt as each day passes . i just cunch stop myself from thinkinq recently .. boy , euuhs are liek my everythinq now , burt yet , euuhs are abandoninq meas now .. why ? or eurh feelinqs faded , im really scare .. bi .. iluvveuuhs , burt how much euuhs luvv meas now ? 1/4 ? 1/5 ? 1/2 ? none ? or as before, full ? i'm once in eurh heart , the one and only , burt , do i still takes up dhat space ? or been replaced ? sorry , im really tired , im too scare , im too worried .. thinqs seems qoinq wronq .. i quess , my tears now is flowinq as much as a runninq tap .. bleedinq as deep as an ocean , as painful as a sufferinq dead girl .. leavinq full of sorrys , regrets. feelinq sorrowful .. tkcares' my luvv one , Mr O. ♥

haish , tuuday , went qeraldine house .. i broke down nnd im ad dhe verqe of faintinq liek nows ? haish , thnks qeraldine nnd ben ahkor .
chantel nnd karyn came after dhats , thnks babez. ♥
thouqh , i've neither mood or appetite, euuhs quys tried eurh best tuu cheer meas up nd all.

well , tomorrow's qonna bea qeraldine sist akl nnd ben ahkor's 15th month annivasary .. euuh twos urh , lasted since 12/03/08 already.. last lonq alriqhts my dearest sist. nnd ahkor , treat her well urhs. after celebratinq dhns come find meas buhs. i maybe nort qoinq wit euuhs twos lurh. euuhs should knoe why..
nnd , our sistership is vehr lastinq , luv ♥

Chantel Tmm/Sist, thnks ferh dhats lolipop , : ) Thnks . last lonq wit my qan husband , nelson. lastinq enuff alreadys . since 16/01/09. 5 month alreadys . Luv euuhs sist . Up nnd lows , just qonna tolerate , he's a qreat boyf , great fwen . trust meas , he's really nice . all dhe best , sist . ♥

Karyn bei , cheer ups toos. thouqh euuhs are down tuuday , euuhs still tried tuu cheer meas up .. thnks , luvv euuhs . last lonq wit joshua thouqh is only been a month .. leave dhe past behind , rmbr , he's a nice quy , never missed it . luvv sista ♥

♥♥♥♥♥' gabriel , luvvvvv,

Bi ♥

Clubbinq niqht sucks . Didn't went in cause , it sucks babez. really sucks.
went wit Bi , qeraldine , chantel and jacq . after dhts , ben , nelson , joshua , clasie , karyn , viona nd weijun came . we qho in awhile zao liaoz. saw yutinq dearest ! burt she didn't saw us . lololol.
we went tuu drink ad clark quay. farktard . suay bodoh . nd , Bi is half drunk D: chantel , karyn , clasie , nelson also tou . o.o ( Bi , imissbi now D: )
waited for quite sometime ferh cab , dhns bi cabbed home burt he send meas . ) :

Bi , you drunk still send meas back . D:
thnks bi , mwarks , iluvchuzxxzzxc.
♥ Mr O.

Gabriel here . Baby , ily .

Lol . Baby is still sleeping . Shall just randomly post for her . Bored siak .
Baby is like a pig now :o but i still love her , sweet right ? Baby , wake up .
Gabriel O.M.S misses you , Mrs.T D: wake up . wake up . wake up .

Spammers in this blog .
Don't bother to spam . It doesn't affect us . Affect my love towards her .
Stfu , we'll be really jumping for joy ^^

Okay baby , me love you a million , no , not even numbers couldnt count :)
Muaks baby , baby i love you . Mrs.T ♥

Garbriel, ♥

qabriel bi , after all the rainy and stormy weather , misunderstandinqs and conflicts , i quess this is eurh last chance nnd , we'll last without much quarrell alrights . Bi , i love euuhs , it'll last , i swear , mwarks. ♥ Mr. O.

Finally , i went out : ) qeraldine cor-ed meas out , cabbed down her place. slack ad there ferh couple hours. waited ferh Clasie, Jacqueline, chantel, Karyn, Joshua , Ben, nelson, viona and yvonne. they sibeh kua zhanq siahhs. dhns , after dhat , went down cwp . Bi came .
bouqht somethinqs dhns went chantel block nearby slack .
after dhats, all qoinq home chanqed so , i went bi house .
We're still abit cold thouqh . Bi now bathing : ) Waiting ferh hym come out : ) Lolololol.
dhns , later leaving tuu mit thems after i bath : )

♥ Bi , i'm sorry ferh all this while ) :
14 more days , 4th month . luvvvvvvvv ♥

sex-rockalcohol is backs :P

6plus liek dhat , bi nnd i walked over chantel house dhrs mit them. nelson damn dsiao. make meas larff dao penqs ! funny hym :D Chantel also larf dao so cute : )
nnd , i saw sky nnd botak !! so lonq nehr see them . ) : Liek 12345678987654321 years already ) : dhey mitinq manqtinq nnd joey D: i miss them toos ! D;

headed tuu boonlay cause dunch knoe qho dhrs qet whart . qet lerh , went karyn house. slack till niqht tymme , went down had dinner . Lolololol : )
Mother cor-ed meas while eatinq , i thouqht whart happen in the end tell meas tuu buy thinqs back . Lolzxzxxzzx. eat liaos, all went qeraldine house . alonq the way , somethinq happened. haiyoohs , bi ahks. relac abit mahs .
Slack ad qeraldine house till 11 liek dhat , bi send meas home dhns he sleepinq over. he's riqht beside meas ! :D Biiiiiiiii , akucintabi ♥

♥ Mr.O

nnd, jiabin BFF ♥,
i quess you're the first person dhat qet tuu see meas ferh past few days/weeks. without eurh words, i think now, i still wunch think .
thanks bff, thouqh , you're inside , i still appreciate euuhs.
i'll appreciate thinqs i had now. remember whart i say toos. :'D
next year january you'll come out lerhs. : ) Imissyou ok BFF . : )

Geraldine Hunny/Akl Sist.♥, chantel LuvSista ♥, Clasie boyfwen ♥, Jacqueline Precious ♥, Karyn Bei ♥ ,Viona laoqonq ♥ and Yvonne mentos ♥ ,
sorry , din reply euuhs burt still , euuhs came over my house : )
i can never find any best sisters liek euuhs quys , i really luv euuhs quys alot alriqhts.

nort forqetinq my other fwens liek JASON , WEIJUN , Sylvia, vivian, nelson, ben, sky, botak, joey, cindy , ken, ahloy, ahboy, etc. many more, cunch recall D;
burtt , i luv euuhs quys alotttt ♥

♥♥♥♥♥/} Gabriel , my luv.

Mr O. ♥

Still MIA-ING .
kept in the dark , never knowing whu you're, whu i am.

qabriel bi, i knoe euuhs still tried tuuh contact meas every sinqle days. burt i still cunch take it. somehow, euuhs dunch need ta knoe whu told meas, someone saw euuhs qho woodlands wib a qirl. amazinq enuff , i came tuu knoe it . i even knew other stuffs, burt din wannarh say much .. hais D: Bi, why are euuhs still deceiving meas . Or am i not fit ferh euuhs ?Am i askinq tuu much ? I had been thinkinq thinqs recently .. I realise i needed euuhs alort. burt, i just cunch believe thinqs i knoe nnd saw. Gabriel onq minq shenq , tell meas how, tell meas what tuu duu. euuhs told meas thinqs which i came tuu knoe it wasnt true ? i'm really bursting or maybe exploding... i really had tuu much thinqs to say. Pathetic meas , i cunch even use words tuu tell euuhs thinqs i wannarh say. i woke up in the morninq , i really hope i can feel eurh love aqain , hold onto euuhs aqain . all i think about is you , it take more than once , not knowing whart tuu duu. baby , tell me how you want meas tuu tell euuhs . 'cause thats what i wannarh duu , only thinq i wannarh duu . i cunch feel the trust , the love aqain. where's the unconditional love ? The porch lies in the bottom, while headliqhts flickered thru the blind nnd lies. i can never find love just liek this , never . the qentle kisses on my lips nnd cheeks , it seems forever last tyme , burt whns it turned out tuu bea , lie . i once thouqht euuh bind tuu bea mine forever , burt its all a pathetic lie i came tuu knoe. i've once felt dhat eurh L.O.V.E was really meant tuu bea mine , never be shared. burt now, i feel dhat other qirls are sharing you toqether wib meas. i dunch liek this feelinq.. You've kidnapped my heart once , tiqhtly , burt whns euuhs hurt meas once , i cunch forqive nnd forqet dhats easily .. it takes a lonq tyme tuuh recover . Besides , more thinqs i heard , the more i cant forqet thinqs cause i knoe , eurh heart still doesnt belonq tuuh meas.. somehow, i think everythinq had turn the other way round . never blame them ferh tellinq meas , cause it isnt their fault .. furthermore , they couldnt even contact meas.. I'm sorry , i'm sorry ferh people whu qho tuu euuhs nnd spout nonsense nnd scolded euuhs . i din knoe till recently .. i'm really sorry . is nort eurh fault , this is whart i wannarh duu , my idea. not eurhs , i'm sorry . im really am . Sorry , i've put euuhs into difficult position. i dunch blame euuhs if euuhs hate meas now or anythinq .. well , bi , if euuhs really wannarh leave meas now , i wunch blame euuhs .. i had euuhs once, love euuhs once , qet tuu love euuhs once . Bi , i love euuhs just like before ad eurh finqer tips , dearest Mr.O. ♥

nnd quys ,
thanks ferh concerning meas . burt please , i beq euuh quys , never start scoldinq hymm anymore , it'll make meas feel more quilty , more pain. the pain are really never bea defined by words . i appreciated euuh quys alort , miss euuh quys alort tuu. burt i quess , i felt more miserable by all this thinqs .. thanks people , i dunch demand ferh more anymore.. whns its tyme , thinqs will bea proved ..
♥ luvvv,

had been thinkinq thinqs recently , thats all.

haishh.

(Sorraye dearest bi)
concussion niqhts.

{200509}
happiie 3rd month.
iluvbeuuhs, yes, i realliie duu.
Pictures obb meas nnd euuhs.
toqether we form one hartt.

nehr post ferhh so lonq. MIA-ed thru out. din reply anyone sms. burtt, euuhs quys had nort stop smsing meas, qivinq meas eurh best comforts, words. i appreciate nnd i've disappointed euuhs quys. i quess, imiss euuhs quys.

imissBi. yet, quarrelled. imissqeraldine. imisschantel.
imisskaryn. imissviona. imissyuting. imissyvonne. imissaiwen.
imisssylvia. imissjoel. imissruien. imissqianjia. imissCTT.
imissjiayi. imissjiabin. imissjason. imisskenneth. imissxinyi.
imisscynthia. imissjoe. imissjacq. imissclasie. imissceleste.
imissivan. imissalvina. imissruiyi. imisssihui. imissjieying.
imissjoey.s. imissken. imissahloy. imissahboy. imissryan.

I MISS MANY OBB MY LOVE ONES, WE ONCE SO CLOSE BURTT NOW,
DRIFTEDDDD. IMISSEUUHGUYS.


Bi, dearest qabriel Bi.
Mr.O, imisseuuhs. haish, loss of words, turn to darkness, speechless now. leaving tears nnd pains to heal it. painful moments.is been 3months. yet is so fraqile. furthermore, i think im not fit for euuhs anymore. i quess, im nort as qreat as euuhs think i am. as perfect euuhs think i am. im trying to walk out obb this darkness. burtt i quess, euuhs wunch hope dhat i sms quys wib sweet stuffs, "baby, darling, dear" yes. euuhs can sms qirls, burtt nort this stuffs? it takes two hand tuu clap. i din sms quys ad all. atmost they asked meas thinqs i replied in phone. msn, i hardly online. euuhs should knoe. i dunchh liek msn cuz obb many thinqs. burtt are euuhs treating meas liek a fool ? fooled for once, nort twice.
it just a bunch of deceiving and contradicting lies you gave me. had so much niqhts with niqhtmare. turns, flips, yet, when i closed my eyes, first thinq i saw was the niqhtmare... i just couldd nort sleep. its pain, very pain. tell meas how.
a bunch obb lies.

Jiabin BFF, imisseuuhs.
euuhs inside, visit euuhs, i lost obb words.
din knoe whart tuuh say, felt so remorse.
just knoe i've let euuhs down.
i had so many cases obb fiqhtinq. i've let euuhs down.
i din knoe how tuuh cover up my wronq doinqs.
walkinq out this darkness , this streets , this painfuls.
i had so much tuuh say, burtt just din knoe how tuuh put in words.
i had so much troubles recently. i wannarh euuhs tuu be dhere.
i really want. i quess , im sorry.

qeraldine BESTIE. : im so sorry. i din reply euuhs. i just dk wannarh tuu face the world, problems. i wannarh think about everythinq. i really cunchh live without any space of my own. thinkinq so much. i had many thinqs tuu say. juz dk how, sorry. gudbye.

Bi, sorrys.

Bi, i knoe euuhs had been a qreat boyfwen.
I'm so sorraye i had let euuhs down .
I shouldnt had qet into fiqhts.
burt dhns , is they started hittinq us first .
euuhs say euuhs will come down , burt dhns ,
dunch euuhs think is tuuh late ?
just now whns euuhs , nelson , ben came ,
its over alreadys nnd euuhs quys blamed on us ?
duu euuhs quys understand us ad all ?

sibeh qan bo mood.
exams yesterdae. fuckar larhhhs please.
Fail liaos lurhhs. i slept in bio. no use cher. see meas sleep still smile.
exam finish jitao qho miit bi and ben wit qeraldine.
Damn fuckxzzxxz ad first. kena diao dao si eh dulan.
Bi, chill. almost daiji lai lurhhs.
girl see , boy see.
in the end leys? they say whart, dunch make thinqs biq. they come jio first larhhs hor. Nabehhs.

in the ends, continue slack till bi came over tuu my house stay .

Morninq, bi went home chanqe dhns continue tuu sleep.
so, i mit qeraldine , karyn nds chantel first.
went over slack awhile.
knn, tio diao aqains. cored jacq nds clasie down.
dhns , they come say. :

they: kua simi kua?
Me: wu kua tio li bo ?
they: euuhs see our side , euuhs say never ?
qeraldine: ehks, dui diao bo sa la hor. dou lo buey sonq?
they: dui diao bo sa la, diao wa narng, wu sa la.
Karyn: bo la sa lah hor. tou lo sa la larhhs. qonq arh ni zui.
qeraldine: tou lo lanq?
Chantel: diao li narng wu sa la, li eh mother kua li sa la sibo ?
jacq: bowei qonq sibo ?
they: wu ji lai lah.
Chantel: Li wuji lai lah.
Clasie: buey qan sibo ?
Me: qonq arh ni zui, bo weh qonq , qonq wuji lai. Balls fly arhs ?
Karyn: cheebye fly sibo ?
they: then what euuhs want ?
Me: li qonq wuji lai, li bo lai .
Jacq: mai qonq arh ani swee, balls lai larrh hor.
Clasie: step ehsai sibo ?
they: sua larhhs, all pa one one lah.
Me: anqzua pa ? lonq zhonq start sibo ? lai larhhs.

(Bi cored meas, i din hear, sorry bi.)
dhns, bi, nelson, ben reached, stopped us. dhey bleed dhns sua daiji, dhey zao. we nothinq happened. only karyn and clasie hands blue black.
dhns dhey angry us. dnts knoes lurhhs.
burt dhns, hope thinqs fine lerhhs bahs.

i luv euuhs euuhs euuhs.

Gabriel onq minq shenq.
I luv euuhs onlaye euuhs.
Bi, euuhs qort meas doinq thinqs.
dhat I would never duu.
nnd i cunch stop dhe way i'm feelinq,
if i wanted tuuh nnd i'm crazy about dhe way.
That euuhs could make meas say eurhs name
nnd if i couldnt hab euuhs, I would probably qho insane

i swear i duus. Bi.

almost quarrelled witt bi tuuday. siqhs. sorry ! D:
mit jacq , qeraldine nnd chantel tuuday.
met them ad chantel house downstair dhns nelson, ben nnd Bi came.
qho cwp mit viona. we lyk retard siolxz ! walkinq around cwp aimlessly.
nnd, my dear karyn cor-ed meas. cryinq T.T.
Jitao cab tuuh her place nnd consoled hur.

after dhat, brouqht her up to chantel house lurhhs.
slack ad dhere dhns bi nnd meas send hur home.
dhns, bi send meas home. he come over tuuh my house tuu !
Luvvvv !

Karyn Bei, no use cryinq over this quy.
euuhs patched wit hymme, burt last tyme he two tymmed euuhs,
euuhs still can tolerate.
burt now he lied tuus euuhs.
qirl arhs, learn to let qho when its tymme.
My dearest bei, cor meas if anythinq.
luvvvv,

Bi, bi, BI.

Labour dayye.
Went out wit Bi, Nelson, Ben, qeraldine, chantel nnd jacq.
qho mitt them ad qeraldine house downstair , Bi come fetch meas.
ad bus stop, Bi nnd a aunty conver damn farnie.

(Chinese Dialogue)
Bi: Aunty, why euuhs buy so many biqbiq watermelons ?
Aunty: ferrh my qranddauqhter lorhhs.
Bi: to put or eat ?
Aunty: both.

Retard canzxxzzx. dhns, we all qho cwp.
qan bored larhhs canzxxzzx.
Bi vehr jidonq after receivinq a cor.
dhat bloody mother punteh.
Went down to dhat place cuz dhat quy dunnoe nort happy whart.
went down, dhat quy step one scared.
wdffffs ? Nelson buey tahan, slap dhat quy,
dhns, fiqht, in the end they lose ( 5 peepos, we 3 peepos )
Bullshyts, so, went to qeraldine house slack lerhs.
ad niqht, went out ton. till now.

qoinq out later ad niqht. shall post maybe later.

SexRockAlcohol Active !

Bi is ad my house alriqhts !
harhhhhs, just now met bi ad my house dhns walked over tuuh karyn house,
miit qeraldine, jacq, nelson, ben, chantel , clasie and karyn.
booos, all so damnzxxzzx bully ones.
nnd they keep bully one younq qirl. so poor thinq.
primary skh also want bully :P
harrrrhs, dhns, slack arnds, went Bi house qet his thinqs dhns qho out aqns.
Garhhhhs, bully bully bully ! Biq bullies.
Nelson'Hubby nnd ben'kor bully us larhhs.

now they all ad my house. ton.
burt all slept except me nnd bi.
He beside meas ! say hiiiii ! :P

[ Gabriel Ong Ming Sheng posting . :) ]

Rah, okay . how gud baby am i . im posting fr this retarded girlfriend.
hey girlfriend , you mean alot to me . cant afford to lose you .
not at all . baby , baby , baby . you melted my heart , love .
crisp and clear , our day is as bright . the rosy hue of the sky ,
shows every min , day , moment i need you . is all me and you .
building a story , love & structure .
Bi , woaini .

Luv Bi.

pepoos, i'm alriqhts euuhs knoes.
dunch worraye. shall post about the past few dayes.
harhhs,

{28april}
skh was lyke shyts. qeraldine nnd i was suspended for dayes.
so, whu cares ayees?
qabriel finally smsed meas. was quite relieved.
thouqh we patched, we're still vehrs cold. burt, i should be happy, shan't i ? wadevers. nnd god hell meas.
i fail maths & qeo. 2 test, i failed both, clapppps **
maths, 3/100. qeo, 0. slept thruout. i deserve it lahrs canxzzxxzzx -.-
nxt year N.T , say hellohs -.- bullshyts. okayyes. so, suspended ferhs one weeks.
after skh, went her house slack, ben came , thens went home after that.

{29&30thapril}
no skh as was suspended, met Bi ad my house hre.
he came fetch meas tuuhs his house.
went his house, shumhow, i just cried luhhs.
thanks Bi for comforting meas nnd giving meas the secure.
i felt the love once aqain.
Haish, really hope we dunch quarrell till lyke this anymore.
Luvvvvxzzxxz Bi (x100000000000000)

Bi, thanks ferh everythinq now.
i wannarh treasure everythinq nnd never make mistakes,
LuvBi.

-

Gabriel .: Sorry baby. Give me sum time . you are a nice girl . i'm not a great guy . I love you still , all i need is to forget . i dnt'know how to sms you , or look @ you . i avoid you , but in my hart , it hurts me alot . baby , gei wo shi jian hao ma ? wo men hui du guo der .

Babyye, i saw your taqs.
A nail just poke throuqh my heart when i saw dhat.
i dunnoe how tuu shay how i felt.
burt shumhow, i really hope euuhs sms mea rather than this way.
I really felt miserable, hopeless.
i reallys need euuhs in my lyfe, by my side.
Always,Forever.

Proof me it exist , will you ?
Sorrys.

Im sorrys.

haiish, recently happened so many thinqs,
liek totally dunnoes whart tuu duu lerrhs.
Am i such a fuckarh in love ?
Or maybe, i couldn't make a great girlfey all alonqs ?
Tell mea, tell mea baby.
whart should i duus ?
whye it seems liek, im alwaes makinq a wronq move ?
haiish, all my fault.
Annivasary was liek 7 dayes back,
yet, i quarrelled with euuhs till now.
2 month annivasary, 200409.

7 dayes..
it seems liek years. now euuhs couldnt look mea in the eyes,
shaye euuhs love mea aqain.
we just walked past each other, nort even lookinq at mea,
burt just, stranger.
is our love this fragile ? couldnt even make it through this ?
tell mea how, tell mea how to make euuhs talk to mea aqain.
i'm scare tuu break with euuhs. burtt, everythinq now seems so...

Gabriel, i know it was my fault, euuhs cunt stand my nonsense,
stubborns & everythinq.
burtt , fer euuhs, i wunt be so naive anymore.
i swear, i love euuhs still. As much as before.
Come back tuu mea , will euuh ?
i dunnoes will euuhs see this, burt , i really hope,
you could cor mea, talk to mea aqain.
haiish, i'm sorrys. Maybe, im nort a qreat girlfey.
Sorrys..

Shumhows, i always break down nnd continue smokinq,
just liek my meals.
no appetites.
Sorrys qeraldine, viona, yvonne, karyn, Clasie,Jacqueline,chantel, joel and ruien. shumhow, i just cunt open my heart. i really need hymm so much.
Haiish, dint qho skh ferr days alreadys.
Takecares my love ones.

sho sworrie.

Happy onexz month annivasary babyye.
{200309}
okayyes, i missh euuhs & lubxzxzcxzxzc euuhs, Gabriel Onq minq shenq.
i swear i'm sho intuu euuhs now larhhs.
Babyyes, tuck meas in eurhh arms forever.
Althouqh i cunch guarantee our love can lastt ferhever, burtt i swear,
i'll treasure every thinq & moments i had wibb euuhs.
Mwarkk & Mwarkk !

went out wibb babyye on dhat day.
dhens was sho farnie larhhs, Joker babyye. Burtt he's farkinq sweet.
I lovexzxzxz dhe teddy bearr okayyes !
Movie, shoppinq, then slack wibb babyye afterh dhat.
went tuu his house, dhen went tuu find qeraldine after dhat.

Okayyes, dayes after dayes, was alwaes wibb my EIGHTEENS and their Bfs include mine.
i swear swear swear, the tymmes were sho farn larrh!
Burtt alsho, i quarrelled wibb babyye yesterdae cuz i din't tell hymme i went out wibb shengwei dakor. sorry okayyes, & dakor, dunchh feel bads is i neber tell duh ehs. sho i shaye alort thinqs to hubby dhens after dhat, we okayye already.

Geraldine hunny,
Cheerup narhhs. euuhs knoe quys are liekdhat.
euuhs liek sho sad, wharts dhe point ?
he wunchh feel sworries ferh anythinq okayyes.
burtt since euuhs two patch already, cherish hymme.
Dunch bea liek meas.
Takecares Bestest sista/hunny.

Babyye,
i'm sho sworrie yesterdae, i swear, i wunch bea liekdhats already.
nnd, my atittude yesterdae is vehh fuckfuckfuck.
i'm sho sworrie.
burtt, i still love euuhs, i hope we can lastt.
euuhs are my everythinq sho as next lyfe/tymme.

Jiabin qanbabyye,
i understand whyye euuhs break wibb meas already.
thnkks ferh tellinq meas tuuday, :)
When euuhs qho in already, i will missh euuhs.
i will wait ferh euuhs tuu come out.
dhens we qho out okayyes.
5monthhs,i'm qonna miss our qreat tymmes.
Imissyou, Bestfriend. L.

Karyn,
haiyoooohhhhhs, dhat quy honqster, dunchh cry ferh hymmes already.
he's nort worth larhh horhh.
he this type, wahlanns, honq zharborh whens wibb euuhs?
i dunchh understand how euuhs tolerate, just forqet hymme.
Find better quys. Luvv luvv luvv you sista/bei.

Babyye ; luveuuhs.

dunch let meas qho nnd tuck meas in ad niqht
i will holds euuhs tiqht nnd never let euuhs qho.
i wannarh huq euuhs nnd never let euuhs qho.
we're forever, nort just now. cs' i love euuhs.

let's start from yesterday.
had farn wib babyye.
never qho skh dhen went babyye house.
wib qeraldine, ben, chantel nnd nelson.
we slacked till skh dismissal tymme dhens went over tuu chantel house.
stayed ad there till 7plus in the niqht dhens went tuu have dinner.
harrhs, dhens they went home i went babyye house stay overniqht.
now i ad his house post.
babyye so cute when he's sleeping larrhs ! :)

tuuday, i shall post later ;)

SEX(ROCK)ALCOHOL is backks [!!]

babyye nnd i went tuu mit qeraldine,ben,Clasie,Karyn,Chantel nnd nelson.
Went tuu slackk first dhens jacqueline came norhhs.
Causeway-ed.
played superhh dumbs thinqs.
took dhe thinqs from kiddy palace nnd started playinq.
farkinq farnie lurhs.
Larf dao penq, upside down, downside up urhs.
Larfs.
dhens went tuu eat. (thnkks babyye tuu qet meas my food)
Loveeeeeeeeeeee, dhens eat eat eat, play play play,
back to slackinq ad my house here.
walked arnds from viod deck tuu other.
kept playinq a fool lurhhs.
The quys are madddd, (includinq babyye)
hoho, dhens niqht tymme about 11plus, all went home.
babyye send meas home first dhens he cabbed home. :)

Babyye, euuhs are so sweet.
Mwarks.

BABY!

Baby myye rain turned tuu sunshine,
ever since euuhs came in tuu my heart,
i know whart tuu duu once aqain,
cos, i know euuhs are dhe one.
Missinq euuhs , missinq euuhs.

our plans in dhe future,
we'll fufil it.
euuhs stayed, i wunch let qho.
i qort so much tuu say.
burt, all i reallie wannarh sayye is,
euuhs are dhe one

heylohs babes !
okayyys, let's start from results.
qort back maths , science, enqlish nnd history.
Guess whart ? Among four i passed twoos.
Surprise larrhs tuu meas.
'cos, i thouqht i'll fail liek dhe usual.
Yearhhs,

enqlish: 29/50
maths: 12.5/50
science: 29/40
history: 4/50

Ehks, neverr study can qet this results buey pai liaos larrhs.
dhens horrh, cher jitao come tuu meas sayye,
"actually larrhs, euuhs can study, burt euuhs dunch warnt. euuhs are smart, burt euuhs just qort influence nnd dunch earnt study"
i ad there tiam tiam, dhens sayye,
"Aiyahhs, study or never no difference, Earth explodinq."
i ad there keep lauqhinqs larrh.
qeraldine come over sayye,
"cher, dhens prime minister study qet how much arhs ? if qet low low can be liaos, study also bo lar sarr ones."
Cher, (SPEECHLESS) She walked off, dhens look ad meas sayye:
"euuhs wannarh study or nort is up tuu euuhs larr."

Damn qampua cute larrs tcher.
dhens, babyye walked over tuu myye class, i walked out class.
Talkedd tuu babyye awhile dhens qh0 back class.
nothinq much actually, cos in class is SLEEP,JOKE,LAUGH.
most farnie is ahhxionqq disturb a malay teacher.
Cover vehhs short larrhs.
ahhxionqq: ni you mei you mao ?
Cher: no no, qho back class.
ahhxionqq: wait wait, answer last question. you mei you jidan?
Cher: qort larrhs qort larrhs, qho back class.
qeraldine, karyn, jacqueline, Clasie, chantel and i jitao larfs dao penq.

dhens skh end liaos, we all went tuu meet babyye, ben and nelson.
Farkinq funny larrhs them.
cs, tuuday, clasie button dropped tuuday.
they disturbed till liek one siao ehs.
harrhs.
dhens, slack slack slack, they come over myye house dhen left ad 10plus. babyye stayinq overniqht ad myye house :)
harhs, mother ask hymme stay ones.
babyye, MWARKS.

qabriel, his's

Babyye, euuhs are dhe sweetest thinq on earth.
i wannarh search euuhs hiqh nnd low,
tuu search ferhh eurrhs souls nnd sprits.
iie wunchh libbs euuhs myye dearest babyye.
Mwarkks, now nd ferver.
qabriel, onlaye babyye.

A lonq post ferh tuuday.

Yesterdae, Skool liek hellsxzc dhens skool dismissed, fuck ups, by a holy-bitch.
warnt tio peepo, in dhe alsho dunchh dare sayye.
keeps confront here nnd dhere dhens jitao turn storyy.
whart ferh larrs ?
kaopehhs, ehks dhat bitch, JOEY KAY PEI YING.
Euuhs better dunchh stepp larrs .
say warnt tio in dhe end hide liek one mouse.
Hide tuu eurrhs cheebye kanq bodohhs.
No hair sibohhs ?
Kanninahs.

Settled, gho babyye house.
farkinqq sweet larrs hymme.
babyye, luveuuhs lorts larrs .
thnnks ferhh dhat prezzie euuhs gave mea.
i lurbs iit lorts.
nnd, eurrhs huqs nnd kisses are ever warnted ;D
Mwarkks.

Tuudayyes,
dins went tuus skool.
kindars lazyy urhhs. 'Cos babyye warnted tuu come over myye house.
nnd, sho, babyye came over lurhhs,
He's disturbinq mea all dhe wayye.
afterh dhats, qeraldine nnd ben came over.
she bytchh meas D: D: D: She panqseh meas nnd babyye in dhe room D:
dhen said dhats our privacy they cunch interrupt. Sads larrs !
Harh, burt nvms. they still came in, in dhe ends.
Hoshos. dhens, Clasie, karyn nnd jacqueline came over.
ohs . they are a superhh bullie. Bash bash bash !
Rofl. Dhens, 9 liek dhat, they left cos mummy is backk urhs.

Babyye, euuhs are myye everythinq now.
Isn't he sweet turhh meas ?
:):):)

babaye, iie kn0e ii'll lurbs euuhs wholeheartedly.

qabriel oh qabriel ~

i luv euuhs wh0leheartedly,

myye heartt belonqs tuu euuhs n0w

nd, f0rever. ♥

Met babyye tuuday ad causeway.
farkkinq cute larrs hym.
watchhedd m0vie. :)
afterh m0vie, met qeraldine nd ben.
dhens, gh0 sh0p ar0und awhile.
Ate dinner wibb thems dhens qh0 slack ad myye h0use d0wnstairs.
Babyye damns farkkinq cute larrs !
he jumpedd onto dhe table nd said dhat's hiishh wifey.
harh, burt he's just j0kinq ,
Mwarkks babyye,
2oo1o9, myye veryy lastt.

Gabriel ong ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

0hhs ii'm sh0 miissinqq babby riqhtt n0w.
Gabriel Onq! ♥
Myye sweetest babyye.
21February2oo9, attached.

Gabriel Onq,
iie lurbbs chuus.
althouqh yarhhs, euuhs kn0e derr urhhs.
burtt iie'll guarantee , ii'll tryye myye bestt,
iie love euuhs.

0hhhs farkkedd.

paisehhs urhs,
B0h duu bl0g sh0 l0nq.
justt chanqed bl0gskinn. Quite liek lurhhs.
bl00diie hellxz.,
Valentines liek n0rt valentines.
babiie g0rtt l0ckedd upp dhe dayye bef0re.
dhenn he askked ferhh breakk ?
cheebyesxz lurhhs. Nabehhs. whart iie duu ?
thirteen m0nths, he bearr lia0s ?
dhenn whart iie sh0uld say ? haiishh, dunnoe lurhhs.
haiishh, neberh even understand derrh lurhhs.
thnks urhs, Jacqueline, Clasie, Chantel, Yuting, Joel, Karyn and Viona.

iin sk00l jita0 cryy liek 0ne lanjia0 liek dhat,
haiishh, dhenn dhe cheebyesxz cherh still ad there ka0peii ka0buus.
liek 0ne lanjia0 t0rkkinq c0rkk.
afterhhs sk00l slackk dhat tymme, g0rtt daiji.
kanninah, bueyy sonqq wujii qaqa laii.
dia0 b0h salah larr h0rr.
kuaa lia0, ti0 dunchh dare fiqht, scare siahhs.
Ruinn-ed myye valentine.
Dhenn gh0 v0id deckk slackk, iie criieddd aqainxz.
qh0 h0me cryye alsh0.

tuuhday, iie criiedd alsh0.
fcukkedd upp. he sms mea sayye dhatt he still lurbb mea ?
he need tuuh settle thinqqs first ?
dhenn iie weallie dunchh kn0e whartt tuuh duus.
Jiuu cryye , aiyahs, dunchh kn0e lurhhs.
1year plus relati0nshipp.

iie dis0wn-ed all myye qans alreadaye,
except ferr cl0se 0ne.

haiishh,
iie dunchh kn0e whartt iie can duus,
justt turhh wait ferrhh euuhs ,
h0pinqq y0u'll be mine 0nce aqains,
nnd, iie lurbbs euuhs still.