haishh.

(Sorraye dearest bi)
concussion niqhts.

{200509}
happiie 3rd month.
iluvbeuuhs, yes, i realliie duu.
Pictures obb meas nnd euuhs.
toqether we form one hartt.

nehr post ferhh so lonq. MIA-ed thru out. din reply anyone sms. burtt, euuhs quys had nort stop smsing meas, qivinq meas eurh best comforts, words. i appreciate nnd i've disappointed euuhs quys. i quess, imiss euuhs quys.

imissBi. yet, quarrelled. imissqeraldine. imisschantel.
imisskaryn. imissviona. imissyuting. imissyvonne. imissaiwen.
imisssylvia. imissjoel. imissruien. imissqianjia. imissCTT.
imissjiayi. imissjiabin. imissjason. imisskenneth. imissxinyi.
imisscynthia. imissjoe. imissjacq. imissclasie. imissceleste.
imissivan. imissalvina. imissruiyi. imisssihui. imissjieying.
imissjoey.s. imissken. imissahloy. imissahboy. imissryan.

I MISS MANY OBB MY LOVE ONES, WE ONCE SO CLOSE BURTT NOW,
DRIFTEDDDD. IMISSEUUHGUYS.


Bi, dearest qabriel Bi.
Mr.O, imisseuuhs. haish, loss of words, turn to darkness, speechless now. leaving tears nnd pains to heal it. painful moments.is been 3months. yet is so fraqile. furthermore, i think im not fit for euuhs anymore. i quess, im nort as qreat as euuhs think i am. as perfect euuhs think i am. im trying to walk out obb this darkness. burtt i quess, euuhs wunch hope dhat i sms quys wib sweet stuffs, "baby, darling, dear" yes. euuhs can sms qirls, burtt nort this stuffs? it takes two hand tuu clap. i din sms quys ad all. atmost they asked meas thinqs i replied in phone. msn, i hardly online. euuhs should knoe. i dunchh liek msn cuz obb many thinqs. burtt are euuhs treating meas liek a fool ? fooled for once, nort twice.
it just a bunch of deceiving and contradicting lies you gave me. had so much niqhts with niqhtmare. turns, flips, yet, when i closed my eyes, first thinq i saw was the niqhtmare... i just couldd nort sleep. its pain, very pain. tell meas how.
a bunch obb lies.

Jiabin BFF, imisseuuhs.
euuhs inside, visit euuhs, i lost obb words.
din knoe whart tuuh say, felt so remorse.
just knoe i've let euuhs down.
i had so many cases obb fiqhtinq. i've let euuhs down.
i din knoe how tuuh cover up my wronq doinqs.
walkinq out this darkness , this streets , this painfuls.
i had so much tuuh say, burtt just din knoe how tuuh put in words.
i had so much troubles recently. i wannarh euuhs tuu be dhere.
i really want. i quess , im sorry.

qeraldine BESTIE. : im so sorry. i din reply euuhs. i just dk wannarh tuu face the world, problems. i wannarh think about everythinq. i really cunchh live without any space of my own. thinkinq so much. i had many thinqs tuu say. juz dk how, sorry. gudbye.

Bi, sorrys.

Bi, i knoe euuhs had been a qreat boyfwen.
I'm so sorraye i had let euuhs down .
I shouldnt had qet into fiqhts.
burt dhns , is they started hittinq us first .
euuhs say euuhs will come down , burt dhns ,
dunch euuhs think is tuuh late ?
just now whns euuhs , nelson , ben came ,
its over alreadys nnd euuhs quys blamed on us ?
duu euuhs quys understand us ad all ?

sibeh qan bo mood.
exams yesterdae. fuckar larhhhs please.
Fail liaos lurhhs. i slept in bio. no use cher. see meas sleep still smile.
exam finish jitao qho miit bi and ben wit qeraldine.
Damn fuckxzzxxz ad first. kena diao dao si eh dulan.
Bi, chill. almost daiji lai lurhhs.
girl see , boy see.
in the end leys? they say whart, dunch make thinqs biq. they come jio first larhhs hor. Nabehhs.

in the ends, continue slack till bi came over tuu my house stay .

Morninq, bi went home chanqe dhns continue tuu sleep.
so, i mit qeraldine , karyn nds chantel first.
went over slack awhile.
knn, tio diao aqains. cored jacq nds clasie down.
dhns , they come say. :

they: kua simi kua?
Me: wu kua tio li bo ?
they: euuhs see our side , euuhs say never ?
qeraldine: ehks, dui diao bo sa la hor. dou lo buey sonq?
they: dui diao bo sa la, diao wa narng, wu sa la.
Karyn: bo la sa lah hor. tou lo sa la larhhs. qonq arh ni zui.
qeraldine: tou lo lanq?
Chantel: diao li narng wu sa la, li eh mother kua li sa la sibo ?
jacq: bowei qonq sibo ?
they: wu ji lai lah.
Chantel: Li wuji lai lah.
Clasie: buey qan sibo ?
Me: qonq arh ni zui, bo weh qonq , qonq wuji lai. Balls fly arhs ?
Karyn: cheebye fly sibo ?
they: then what euuhs want ?
Me: li qonq wuji lai, li bo lai .
Jacq: mai qonq arh ani swee, balls lai larrh hor.
Clasie: step ehsai sibo ?
they: sua larhhs, all pa one one lah.
Me: anqzua pa ? lonq zhonq start sibo ? lai larhhs.

(Bi cored meas, i din hear, sorry bi.)
dhns, bi, nelson, ben reached, stopped us. dhey bleed dhns sua daiji, dhey zao. we nothinq happened. only karyn and clasie hands blue black.
dhns dhey angry us. dnts knoes lurhhs.
burt dhns, hope thinqs fine lerhhs bahs.

i luv euuhs euuhs euuhs.

Gabriel onq minq shenq.
I luv euuhs onlaye euuhs.
Bi, euuhs qort meas doinq thinqs.
dhat I would never duu.
nnd i cunch stop dhe way i'm feelinq,
if i wanted tuuh nnd i'm crazy about dhe way.
That euuhs could make meas say eurhs name
nnd if i couldnt hab euuhs, I would probably qho insane

i swear i duus. Bi.

almost quarrelled witt bi tuuday. siqhs. sorry ! D:
mit jacq , qeraldine nnd chantel tuuday.
met them ad chantel house downstair dhns nelson, ben nnd Bi came.
qho cwp mit viona. we lyk retard siolxz ! walkinq around cwp aimlessly.
nnd, my dear karyn cor-ed meas. cryinq T.T.
Jitao cab tuuh her place nnd consoled hur.

after dhat, brouqht her up to chantel house lurhhs.
slack ad dhere dhns bi nnd meas send hur home.
dhns, bi send meas home. he come over tuuh my house tuu !
Luvvvv !

Karyn Bei, no use cryinq over this quy.
euuhs patched wit hymme, burt last tyme he two tymmed euuhs,
euuhs still can tolerate.
burt now he lied tuus euuhs.
qirl arhs, learn to let qho when its tymme.
My dearest bei, cor meas if anythinq.
luvvvv,

Bi, bi, BI.

Labour dayye.
Went out wit Bi, Nelson, Ben, qeraldine, chantel nnd jacq.
qho mitt them ad qeraldine house downstair , Bi come fetch meas.
ad bus stop, Bi nnd a aunty conver damn farnie.

(Chinese Dialogue)
Bi: Aunty, why euuhs buy so many biqbiq watermelons ?
Aunty: ferrh my qranddauqhter lorhhs.
Bi: to put or eat ?
Aunty: both.

Retard canzxxzzx. dhns, we all qho cwp.
qan bored larhhs canzxxzzx.
Bi vehr jidonq after receivinq a cor.
dhat bloody mother punteh.
Went down to dhat place cuz dhat quy dunnoe nort happy whart.
went down, dhat quy step one scared.
wdffffs ? Nelson buey tahan, slap dhat quy,
dhns, fiqht, in the end they lose ( 5 peepos, we 3 peepos )
Bullshyts, so, went to qeraldine house slack lerhs.
ad niqht, went out ton. till now.

qoinq out later ad niqht. shall post maybe later.

SexRockAlcohol Active !

Bi is ad my house alriqhts !
harhhhhs, just now met bi ad my house dhns walked over tuuh karyn house,
miit qeraldine, jacq, nelson, ben, chantel , clasie and karyn.
booos, all so damnzxxzzx bully ones.
nnd they keep bully one younq qirl. so poor thinq.
primary skh also want bully :P
harrrrhs, dhns, slack arnds, went Bi house qet his thinqs dhns qho out aqns.
Garhhhhs, bully bully bully ! Biq bullies.
Nelson'Hubby nnd ben'kor bully us larhhs.

now they all ad my house. ton.
burt all slept except me nnd bi.
He beside meas ! say hiiiii ! :P

[ Gabriel Ong Ming Sheng posting . :) ]

Rah, okay . how gud baby am i . im posting fr this retarded girlfriend.
hey girlfriend , you mean alot to me . cant afford to lose you .
not at all . baby , baby , baby . you melted my heart , love .
crisp and clear , our day is as bright . the rosy hue of the sky ,
shows every min , day , moment i need you . is all me and you .
building a story , love & structure .
Bi , woaini .