Mr O. ♥

Still MIA-ING .
kept in the dark , never knowing whu you're, whu i am.

qabriel bi, i knoe euuhs still tried tuuh contact meas every sinqle days. burt i still cunch take it. somehow, euuhs dunch need ta knoe whu told meas, someone saw euuhs qho woodlands wib a qirl. amazinq enuff , i came tuu knoe it . i even knew other stuffs, burt din wannarh say much .. hais D: Bi, why are euuhs still deceiving meas . Or am i not fit ferh euuhs ?Am i askinq tuu much ? I had been thinkinq thinqs recently .. I realise i needed euuhs alort. burt, i just cunch believe thinqs i knoe nnd saw. Gabriel onq minq shenq , tell meas how, tell meas what tuu duu. euuhs told meas thinqs which i came tuu knoe it wasnt true ? i'm really bursting or maybe exploding... i really had tuu much thinqs to say. Pathetic meas , i cunch even use words tuu tell euuhs thinqs i wannarh say. i woke up in the morninq , i really hope i can feel eurh love aqain , hold onto euuhs aqain . all i think about is you , it take more than once , not knowing whart tuu duu. baby , tell me how you want meas tuu tell euuhs . 'cause thats what i wannarh duu , only thinq i wannarh duu . i cunch feel the trust , the love aqain. where's the unconditional love ? The porch lies in the bottom, while headliqhts flickered thru the blind nnd lies. i can never find love just liek this , never . the qentle kisses on my lips nnd cheeks , it seems forever last tyme , burt whns it turned out tuu bea , lie . i once thouqht euuh bind tuu bea mine forever , burt its all a pathetic lie i came tuu knoe. i've once felt dhat eurh L.O.V.E was really meant tuu bea mine , never be shared. burt now, i feel dhat other qirls are sharing you toqether wib meas. i dunch liek this feelinq.. You've kidnapped my heart once , tiqhtly , burt whns euuhs hurt meas once , i cunch forqive nnd forqet dhats easily .. it takes a lonq tyme tuuh recover . Besides , more thinqs i heard , the more i cant forqet thinqs cause i knoe , eurh heart still doesnt belonq tuuh meas.. somehow, i think everythinq had turn the other way round . never blame them ferh tellinq meas , cause it isnt their fault .. furthermore , they couldnt even contact meas.. I'm sorry , i'm sorry ferh people whu qho tuu euuhs nnd spout nonsense nnd scolded euuhs . i din knoe till recently .. i'm really sorry . is nort eurh fault , this is whart i wannarh duu , my idea. not eurhs , i'm sorry . im really am . Sorry , i've put euuhs into difficult position. i dunch blame euuhs if euuhs hate meas now or anythinq .. well , bi , if euuhs really wannarh leave meas now , i wunch blame euuhs .. i had euuhs once, love euuhs once , qet tuu love euuhs once . Bi , i love euuhs just like before ad eurh finqer tips , dearest Mr.O. ♥

nnd quys ,
thanks ferh concerning meas . burt please , i beq euuh quys , never start scoldinq hymm anymore , it'll make meas feel more quilty , more pain. the pain are really never bea defined by words . i appreciated euuh quys alort , miss euuh quys alort tuu. burt i quess , i felt more miserable by all this thinqs .. thanks people , i dunch demand ferh more anymore.. whns its tyme , thinqs will bea proved ..
♥ luvvv,

had been thinkinq thinqs recently , thats all.