Thursday, 30 April 2009

Luv Bi.

pepoos, i'm alriqhts euuhs knoes.
dunch worraye. shall post about the past few dayes.
harhhs,

{28april}
skh was lyke shyts. qeraldine nnd i was suspended for dayes.
so, whu cares ayees?
qabriel finally smsed meas. was quite relieved.
thouqh we patched, we're still vehrs cold. burt, i should be happy, shan't i ? wadevers. nnd god hell meas.
i fail maths & qeo. 2 test, i failed both, clapppps **
maths, 3/100. qeo, 0. slept thruout. i deserve it lahrs canxzzxxzzx -.-
nxt year N.T , say hellohs -.- bullshyts. okayyes. so, suspended ferhs one weeks.
after skh, went her house slack, ben came , thens went home after that.

{29&30thapril}
no skh as was suspended, met Bi ad my house hre.
he came fetch meas tuuhs his house.
went his house, shumhow, i just cried luhhs.
thanks Bi for comforting meas nnd giving meas the secure.
i felt the love once aqain.
Haish, really hope we dunch quarrell till lyke this anymore.
Luvvvvxzzxxz Bi (x100000000000000)

Bi, thanks ferh everythinq now.
i wannarh treasure everythinq nnd never make mistakes,
LuvBi.

Monday, 27 April 2009

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Gabriel .: Sorry baby. Give me sum time . you are a nice girl . i'm not a great guy . I love you still , all i need is to forget . i dnt'know how to sms you , or look @ you . i avoid you , but in my hart , it hurts me alot . baby , gei wo shi jian hao ma ? wo men hui du guo der .

Babyye, i saw your taqs.
A nail just poke throuqh my heart when i saw dhat.
i dunnoe how tuu shay how i felt.
burt shumhow, i really hope euuhs sms mea rather than this way.
I really felt miserable, hopeless.
i reallys need euuhs in my lyfe, by my side.
Always,Forever.

Proof me it exist , will you ?
Sorrys.

Im sorrys.

haiish, recently happened so many thinqs,
liek totally dunnoes whart tuu duu lerrhs.
Am i such a fuckarh in love ?
Or maybe, i couldn't make a great girlfey all alonqs ?
Tell mea, tell mea baby.
whart should i duus ?
whye it seems liek, im alwaes makinq a wronq move ?
haiish, all my fault.
Annivasary was liek 7 dayes back,
yet, i quarrelled with euuhs till now.
2 month annivasary, 200409.

7 dayes..
it seems liek years. now euuhs couldnt look mea in the eyes,
shaye euuhs love mea aqain.
we just walked past each other, nort even lookinq at mea,
burt just, stranger.
is our love this fragile ? couldnt even make it through this ?
tell mea how, tell mea how to make euuhs talk to mea aqain.
i'm scare tuu break with euuhs. burtt, everythinq now seems so...

Gabriel, i know it was my fault, euuhs cunt stand my nonsense,
stubborns & everythinq.
burtt , fer euuhs, i wunt be so naive anymore.
i swear, i love euuhs still. As much as before.
Come back tuu mea , will euuh ?
i dunnoes will euuhs see this, burt , i really hope,
you could cor mea, talk to mea aqain.
haiish, i'm sorrys. Maybe, im nort a qreat girlfey.
Sorrys..


Shumhows, i always break down nnd continue smokinq,
just liek my meals.
no appetites.
Sorrys qeraldine, viona, yvonne, karyn, Clasie,Jacqueline,chantel, joel and ruien. shumhow, i just cunt open my heart. i really need hymm so much.
Haiish, dint qho skh ferr days alreadys.
Takecares my love ones.